Friday, May 23, 2008
I can't believe it
Dr. Torquato, I think you are doing a splendid job w/my treatment, however, yesterday blew me away. In front of my spouse, you asked me if I'm bingeing, purging, chewing and spitting, or restricting. There is no way I can be open and honest about those things w/my spouse there. If I had been alone, I would have told you that the bingeing is decreased, but still happening, and in fact happened that very day. The purging is nearly a daily event and happened that very day. The chewing and spitting only happens at work when there are baked foods around for the taking. I haven't worked in 10 days, so it hasn't happened recently. I used a diuretic and 2 laxatives the morning of our appt because I planned on getting weighed. I was honest about the Slim Fast and meal replacement bars. This is why I gave myself a 3 on the scale of e.d. behavior. My spouse doesn't know the details of my addiction. He doesn't need to, as he has difficulty w/the things he knows about. I'm sorry I lied, but it was for self protection.
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